Lebaran 2010

Assalamualaikum. Last night i heard the annoucement of hari raya in teevee. Hari raya aidilfitri will be on friday 10th september 2010. I'm really happy about it. But i just not that really happy because this year i can't go back to perak, my hometown. Fell very sad about it. I just can't accept it but you know this is call dugaan. As a muslim, i have to accept it because it is faith. Though, this year raya is like very meaningless for me but still my mom advice me to stay strong. I'll try. I never feel this sad. It's just really sad. Now i know what have been those people feel when they can't go back for raya. I hope your raya is not as bad as mine. Wish you happy raya and sorry zahir dan batin.