Dissapointed

Hi. It's been a long time.

A few days a go, I chatted with Ilham using ym. We talk and talk talk and talk. You know, just some of our stuff.

I asked her about her cousin that also can considered as my honey. I mean, my boyfriend. The reason why did I asked her just because it's been few days since he last contacted me. She said, "Farah, sad to say, he likes another girl" Well, I have to admit it hurts. Her name is almost same as mine, Farah Ain. I was really suprised about the news that I never imagine I would received that particular day. After that, I said to myself, "It's okay. Don't be a timid just because of a boy"

Actually, I was so suprised, and sad to say, until now I still suprised. I mean, he's a really nice and gentleboy. Now, when I think about it again, the only feeling that appear in me is just dissapointed.