Dear Saba

Dear Sabarina  binti  Azzizi,

        Assalamualaikum. Saba, I've been reading the entries in your blog recently. I knew you wrote about me and some of our friends too. I know you were hurt. I know. I'm sorry that our friendship became like this. I don't know what's the main reason anyway. I don't know how this happened. Frankly speaking, I seriously missing our old moments. From 2009. Yes, 2009. It's okay that you're mad of me, of us. I know you feel humiliated and betrayed. To be honest, NIR and I actually do talk about you sometimes. We're missing you! We're missing our friendship like in 2010. We were so bound together. I don't know what happened in 2011. I was separated from all of you. That year, I feel betrayed. Yes, betrayed. By my own, best friends. I don't know if that's the reason we are all separated in our own ways now. I am not sure. I want you to know that I never want this to be happened. But it did. And I'm sorry. I really am SORRY. We planned to stay together forever, but we didn't. We plan, but Allah decides. It's okay, we're still friends, right? Until then.

I love you, Saba.