Leaving.

Assalamualaikum fellows.

A lot of things happened on this particular week I would say.

This week is the final week for some of my schoolmates as students of JESS. They will be moving to their new boarding schools around Peninsula Malaysia. Away to Seremban, Melaka, Kedah, Johor, Pahang and wherever they want to go.

Honestly,

I am feeling sad. I think the school will be not the same anymore without them. I mean, come on, it WILL be different somehow! Lost of words to describe my feelings right now.

And bad come to worse, yesterday, Farah Nadia, a very very very very very very good friend of mine suddenly say something that I totally totally totally wish it's not true.

She's moving back to Johor.

She's actually a pure Johorians. So, her family decided to go back there because of some good reasons. She's moving to a new school there. All-girls school.

I try to not think about it for a second but I just can't. I've been crying since yesterday. And of course, I have swollen eyes now. That I don't really care.

Yesterday was the best day so far in 2013 because my friends and I got to hang out together, laugh together, do stupid things together, insult each other lovingly, again after the whole class-separate thing. I was seriously seriously happy and jubilant and gay on yesterday's afternoon. But when it came to the evening, we received that horrible news, the rainbow has gone. Zits! Just like that.

I wish everything to just, stay.

"If bad things didn't happen, how would you be able to feel the good ones?"